Blahaha, so I've uploaded a bunch of crap to scraps, simply because of the picture quality.

This is what still needs to be uploaded:

-Flying toasters
-Desktop snapshot
-Tara Domincia (Ashlyea's mum)
-Night Elf
-Map of Caeriia
-Landscape drawings
-Realistic drawings of people
-FMA fan drawings
-Pirate Ashlyea
-AND MUCH MORE!

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On June 10th, I become a freshman!

Ha, its been a while since I updated my journal. My internet at mum's has been taking a downward spiral. Thats nothing new. However, I'll be spending the rest of today and tomorrow at my dads and then I get to go back to mum's for mother's day.

I'm currently waiting for my dad to wake back up to take me to school. :< He's been really tired lately from work. AND MAH TUMMAH IS GRUMBLIN'.

Last night I had my Orchestra concert. Here's what we played:
-6 & 7 grade orchestra
-9th grade Orchestra: Fantasia Espanola
-8th grade (THATS ME): Sabre Dance, The Faraway Place, Rosamunde Overture, and Old Joe Clark.

I also convinced my dad to take numerous piccies from the concert. :3 Those will be uploaded via photobucket soon. If I get to go online tonight, that is.

I am missing my lerrvily duckies from shurty. I want to see them soon D: And roleplay lots Hehe.

--Art Update--

Convinced my dad again yesterday to take a few pictures of a few sketches. If I upload those they'll be under scraps until the scanner is hooked up and they are scanned in.

Things to look forward to:
-My version of Aurora (Megan's character)
-My version of Leon
-Some old doodles (Old version of Lerrana and Ashlyea ftw)
-Flying toasters

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Well. I suppose thats all for now. In case I don't get on today or tomorrow, I'll be on Monday hopefully back at mums. My stomach's still growling- I think it might bite me. Boringly waiting to go to school. whooo. >.>

Alright, I've drawn like fifty things, and I want to upload a bunch of old drawings and doodles of mine but I can't. I have no money to buy a new scanner and just taking pictures of them doesn't quite work as well as scanning, no matter how cruddy.

I miss my scanner :<

But I shall keep on drawing!11!!

Wow so, Wow. I got 80$ for my birthday this year, a porcelain doll, a handy bag, some interesting info, and possible new inspiration. I might even be getting a job. ^^

Despite that my scanners still broken, but I really don't care anymore. There are fresh ideas running through my mind. Both for writing and for drawing. Its insane, I mean, it all happens right before I go to sleep at night (or early in the morning).

Hah, it'll probably wear off within the next few days, but for now, let the imagination soar. 8D

Alright, so its less then 2 days away from my birthday. (silence)

Ok, fine. Real news: The scanner's fracking busted up, I've lost two friends now, and another one of them is going down into a depression. Fantastic.

/scarcasm

So, since the scanner's broken, there will be no new deviantations for a while. However, by the time I get a new one, there will be loads of fantastic art to upload. I'll mainly be uploading several character concept drawings and a couple of scenery pictures.

Number two, because of recent complications (I'd rather not go into it.) I've gained another probable enemy. This is the main reason for my bitter mood. The person I'm referring to used to be one of my closest friends, but because I had to (once again) do something to piss them off, I've ruined another friendship. Its unbelievable.

Finally we step into the real world, one of my rl friends has taken into the hobby of self mutilation. This pisses me off. Honestly, I know self hatred can do this to some people, but why? What is the real point? It disgusts me on how people can think so lowly of themselves. Now it sounds very hypocritical when only a paragraph ago I was angry at myself, but I'm talking about true self loathing. It hurts yourself and gets you no where.

Good Gods sometimes I feel as if some part of me is actually trying to push others away from me, like I'm supposed to be solitary. There's too much misery for my taste anymore and its time we all grew up and looked at things reasonably.

Morals:
A) Don't rely on someone else's scanner.
B) Don't make fool decisions to suddenly leave or to hate someone because their leaving. Hate them for their real character for goodness sakes.
C) THE WORLD IS NOT ALL DOOM AND GLOOM

And that concludes today's journal.

---Ashly---